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Kate and Gerry McCann arriving for the
Saturday night service at the Church in Praia da Luz,
Algarve Photo: SOLARPIX |
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The pair had wanted to return to Praia da Luz in southern
Portugal for some time, Kate McCann said. "I have longed to come back
here for personal and emotional reasons," she wrote in an update on the
findmadeleine website on Saturday afternoon.
"Although our pain feels much rawer here, it is comforting at the
same time since we feel closer to Madeleine."
On
Saturday night they made their second visit of the day to the village's
tiny church where they had sought comfort in the days, weeks and months
following the disappearance of their oldest child, shortly before her
fourth birthday.
It was
the first trip back for Mrs McCann, 41, since the family left the resort
in September 2007, three and a half months after her daughter
disappeared from a holiday apartment while her parents dined with
friends in a local tapas restaurant.
Mrs
McCann and her husband Gerry, also 41, from Rothley, Leicestershire,
earlier paid a predawn visit to the same church. "Early this morning we
went to the lovely little church of Nossa Senhora da Luz. It was so
quiet and peaceful - a real sanctuary," she wrote
It is understood the couple, who are both Roman Catholic, made
the private visit at around 5.30 in the morning to ensure maximum
privacy. They spent some time praying before taking a stroll along the
deserted beach.
Mrs McCann wrote: "We walked down to the rocks on the beach, with
its crashing waves and sense of vastness and freedom - another place
where I've always felt able to reach out to Madeleine and find a little
solace."
They made the poignant return as they prepare to face the third
Christmas without their oldest daughter, who vanished on the night of
May 3, 2007.
Their younger children, twins Sean and Amelie, who will be five
in February, were being cared for in England by relatives.
The McCanns had flown to Lisbon late on Thursday to attend the
first day of a court case that challenges the publication of a book
written by the detective who led the original investigation into their
daughter's disappearance.
Goncalo Amaral, who was removed from the case after several
months, wanted to overturn a ban on his book The Truth Of The Lie but a
judge rescheduled the hearing after his lawyer failed to turn up for
health reasons.
Mr Amaral's assets and bank account were frozen after the McCanns
obtained an injunction in September preventing further sales of his
controversial first book, which alleges that Madeleine died in the
holiday apartment and questions her parents' account of events that
evening.
The McCanns' Portuguese lawyer said the couple had left for Praia
da Luz on Friday afternoon following the postponement of the case until
January.
"Kate is a broken woman," said Isabel Duarte, who is representing
Mr and Mrs McCann in the libel case against Amaral.
"She was crying when she told me she wanted to go to Praia da
Luz. She says it where she feels closest to Madeleine."
The McCanns, who are both doctors, attended a fifty minute mass
at the local church, on Saturday evening. They were greeted warmly by
fellow worshippers, some of whom embraced Mrs McCann after the service.
Members of the congregation said it the evening service had been
an “emotional” one, during which Mrs McCann was observed shedding tears.
“It was an emotional service,” said one British expatriate member
of the church. “Special prayers were said for Madeleine and we could see
that Kate was crying.”
The congregation has always been supportive of the couple even
when sympathy waned in the resort, she said.
“We feel very strongly for Kate and Gerry,” said the elderly
woman. “That isn’t always the case with residents in the rest of the
resort as there is some resentment over the drop in tourism following
Madeline’s disappearance.”
“I’m sure it is not a personal animosity but people’s livelihoods
have been damaged because of what happened.” |